I’m trying so hard to be calm and collected, to present a brave face. But I’m terrified. Helpless. I’m floundering with no idea what to do, what is right. I just want it to end already. To be able to hit the reset button and go back to happily planning my wedding and making love with my fiancee. But now everything is in shrouded in fear. All because one imbittered woman made a false allegation.